Never ever for granted

Last Thursday night my friend Olivia ran her son to an activity. Her husband, Craig, had been sick all day and was resting. When she got home he was dead. Friday my friend Annalia's sister lost her battle with breast cancer. Saturday my friend Gene's friends died in a plane crash. Today is Sunday. No one I know of who is within 2 degrees of me has died today ... but Jen's dad is in the ICU with complications from surgery.

the lesson in church was on faith moving mountains. there have been mountains my faith didn't move. while I know that's not my fault....I still wish some of them had moved.

Is it terrible to be glad my prayers for my x to be the man I needed didn't move mountains? cause I sure love this man of mine. and if those had been answered I wouldn't have my 3 youngest treasures. but it would've been ok if when I prayed with every fiber of my being for Theron to not be dead, for the u/s tech to really have just been incompetent ... that mountain could have moved. but it didn't and my heart aches for him.

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